I can’t be like this anymore.

How am I supposed to tell people to stop being so insecure when really, I’m much worse off?

How can I love someone else when I don’t even love myself? 

How am I supposed to do all the things I plan to do this summer if I’m always getting dizzy?

I can barely focus anymore. My grades are dropping because I don’t listen. I get dizzy standing for an hour in choir class. 

I WANT TO BE HEALTHY. I REALLY DO.  

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